she’s not perfect;
but when we’re lying down
on our bed
and she fits my limbs
when she’s dragging her lips
on my neck
even in her sleep
i guess i’m allowed to boast
that she’s pretty
In the hospital again last night for more testing after I had so much chest and abdominal pain I couldn’t see straight.
Apparently I have stones in my gallbladder as well as multiple ulcers - one which was nearly lacerated which would make me septic.
So now I have to go see a bunch of specialists to get cameras down my throat and money and surgery and prescription pain killers and oh my god.
I know I haven’t posted a lot lately so I’ve lost a lot of friends on here but fuck I’m scared someone talk to me please.
you loved a man who treated you like absinthe, half poison and half god. he tried to sweeten you, to water you down. so you left.